So I am packing my suitcases.
I have had a long time dream to go and visit Bali.
I am flying out on Saturday.
Yes, just me.
Sohail is staying home with Annie and Xavier while I go on a new adventure.
I bought a piece of purple silk yesterday.
I cut it into 3 pieces.
And made 3 scarves.
I have tied the scarves together.
And I am wearing them all the time until I go.
I will then untie them and give one to each of the children and keep one for myself.
By wearing it, I will impart my vibration into it.
The children will then have some of me with them.
Since it was all one piece of fabric, I think that this will keep us all connected.
This trip has brought up so many things for our family.
From my own questioning as to whether I deserve a luxurious holiday all on my own.
To Sohail's confidence being tested and his own questioning whether he will be able to manage looking after two beautiful children on his own for a week.
To my guilt as to leaving my children behind.
To Sohail's worry about whether the children will cope without me for a week.
To my fear about travelling to a new country all on my own.
Yes, we need to step out of our comfort zones and try new things.
It is how we find new strength within ourselves.
I am looking forward to my new adventure.
Please send some blessings my way.
And to my beautiful family too.
Blessings to you.